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I am a 26 year old Lebanese designer, currently living in Redwood City California.
I have a BA in Graphic design and an MFA in Computer arts and New media and currently working as a Visual/UI designer on mobile, desktop and web apps.
I love God, Jesus, love, my heart, my family, my special niece and nephew, my best friends and loved ones, I love the world, I love being in love, I love life and I love you.
I enjoy movies, psychology, spirituality,being with myself and learning about myself and others,acting,reading, adventures,Learning new things,music, piano, Chello, salsa dancing,writing, meditating, paragliding, Body surfing, snowboarding, Opera, Symphony, Ballet, cooking …..
I highly respect everyone but mostly:
Those who are capable of love with humbleness and compassion
Those who have the courage to dig deeper within themselves fearlessly
Big Love to you!
Cynthia
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I see you as the one who is too far away
i look deep inside myself and i can only listen to your silence
i truly see myself crying to you and there i am falling down broken
we fight we cry , you seem to be tossing a dice
yes, you have broken my heart once and twice
and many many times more…
maybe you should start believing me..
maybe you should understand how much i am trying…
trying so hard to captivate you…
my night! you are the only one speaking to me
you are the only one listening to all my fears
i thought the world was kinda bright
but it’s just as strange as i ve never thought it would be
i remember every single night we ve had,
every piece of love we ve felt…
you have challenged every heart beat i ve had
i wish we could gather these pieces
I wish you only listen when I tell you about our love
i wish…..
Filed under: crossing the bridge
My dearest…… I can only hear my inner voice talking to my deepest thoughts…
no one can stand between us, no one can listen to what I say to you and
no one can ever dare to deceive my words to you???
My Dearest.. today, I feel still and everything else is moving around me…and yeah!I exist!
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here goes my heart beating again
rainy clouds on top of my head draws in again
has no one told you you dominate my heart
has no one told you i need someone to say words to?
it’s hard to smile when you are not close to me at all
you are in my mind give me something to look forward to….
don’t you know that am only trying to hide,
don’t you know that i loathe being alone, without sensing you….
i walk down the street drowning with my inner inquisitions
hoping to find you in my heart now and once again….
Know that am still here,
and this is only left for yesterday….
there i am, loving you again….
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it is unusual, could be something really awe
something that altered my regular lines
to some captivating rumbles in my mind
life seems to go little harsh ever so often
made me forget how to feel the breeze in my invention
yet feel the colder winter floating in my eyes
maybe to realize that life could be just another lie
words taught me not to roll
to stay awake for every single fall
to have some courage when in disgrace
and to smile for whatever comes into my space
there you go, another inspiration
that made me find myself shaking from every sensation
there comes the one who transforms all my observations
and assembles the pieces of my heart that have been broken
there could be my joyce to propel some new passions
to be with the one who will gather around my emotions
to fly high towards my exultant sides
to share and respond and evoke and breath and touch my inner sights
Filed under: crossing the bridge
ya, it’s been a while now. I’ve been busy with the war and fun stuff like that!
ya i was enjoying it big time! there’s something about war that I can’t
really describe. It’s like the movie children of men! people are busy fighting
and cursing each other out while the main problem is right there! and they are way
too blind to understand it! Those were the days when ……………………………….
anyways, anybody for spiders????? 
))))))
Got Arachnophobia???? If not! you will when i launch the game online! YIHAHHAHAHAHAAH
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sequence of paintings done during my finals…. it tells alot!!! very expressive
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Beauty is an emulsion of evaluations of the self and of the surroundings.
It is the interpretation of objects in association with the emotional perception of life,
as well as the reflection of one’s being within the nature of life.
seeing the Fibonacci sequence broken down is astonishing!
so What ‘s the relationship between math and beauty?
is beauty subjective or objective?
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Yes, i became such a handy man ….
when you are on your own! you gotta be everything you gotta be!
welcome to the real world! welcome to san francisco!!!
